This week has been rough, and it's only Wednesday. I've been trying to stay focused on all of the good things going on right now and that has been helping. I am grateful that both Michael and I have jobs that we enjoy. I am grateful we are able to pay the bills each month when a lot of people are stuggling to do that. I'm grateful to have a husband that holds me when I cry and has had dinner ready 3 nights in a row after I've had a few very long days. I'm so excited about our new house and that it's getting so close to the closing day. I still have to give myself a reality check all the time that it hasn't happened yet- we aren't in it yet. I will be able to breath an enormous sigh of relief when keys are in hand. Until then I am on pins and needles. I'm thankful that our health has been better recently. I'm not going to lie- last year was a rough year health wise for both Michael and I, but into this year 3 months already and we're both feeling pretty good. (PLEASE PLEASE STAY THAT WAY!!) I'm grateful that my girls are OK. I was talking with my mom and sister the other day about the whole overdose thing they went through and it brought all of those emotions up again. It was a nightmare. And now I watch them steal each others bones and bite each others ears and I smile when they do it- just glad they are alive. I am grateful for having such a wonderful family. I think about my little brother every.single.day. and pray he is safe and happy. His emails that he sends each week are gold to me and I just can't even begin to tell you how much I want that kid home. (approx. 7 months and 25 days, but who's counting?) I am pretty sure that when I see him I will bear hug him for a good 4 months straight before letting go. You have been warned buddy. He might be loved.
Things are good. And this has definitely helped to reflect on the good things going on. I am blessed.
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